Sunday, 16th March 2025
Hatred of myself
I had counselling today.
It is monthly one.
I found myself devastated what happened in these days.
I heard my voice talking about these things myself and that made me confused.
The counsellor said it might have happened because of a change in medication.
After meeting her, I felt hatred of myself.
My ideal self must be much higher than it can be possible.
I should forgive myself but it's difficult.
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