Thursday, 27th February 2025
During my childhood
Piano was my favourite.
Each classroom had a upright piano in the nursery school.
I was fascinated by its sound.
It was acoustic, not electric one.
When I was touching its keyboard, a kid said, 'can't you play it?'
The kid seemed to know how to play because she had been taking piano lessons.
I know when I begin to tell this story, it takes long.
My father was not willing to buy a piano.
I had to practise with paper keyboard.
Of course it didn't play any sound.
In retrospect, all I want was the sound of a piano.
To become a pianist wasn't my main aim.
I don't know.
To become a music player, I seem too lazy.
Even now I imagine to live in a house with a studio and a grand piano.
I had visited a rehearsal studio with grand pianos but now not.
I know I can't play them properly.
This was just another story.
I misunderstood myself I liked music.
I'm sad.
A digital piano never replace an acoustic one.
Recorded music vice versa.
I can have piano lessons.
The closest position is in front of the keyboard of a piano.
I should create sound by myself.
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