Thursday, 31st October 2024
This is not how it's supposed to be
I am currently not well.
I am experiencing all sorts of problems.
Sometimes I am the cause, sometimes I am not.
When I don't get what I expected, I feel disappointed because it is not supposed to be like this.
In this case, what I was expecting is not winning the lottery or having people be nice to me.
It was the fulfilment of a contract.
It was a disappointment for a number of reasons, including that it didn't work out because I was mistaken, that it was inevitable, or that it was a complete other side's mistake.
But that's life, so it is what it is.
Things that go wrong somehow happen in combination.
I'm going to bed early.
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